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| I found more dragons... will you help me take care of them please?
http://dragcave.net/user/Jerivinn
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Please help me take care of my dragon. =3
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| Hiding for so long
Haven't seen the world of the sun in so long
I don't want to be cooped up in this place any longer
Who cares if people hate me
I know my feelings
I know my hatred
I know more of who I am
So I hear things now and then
Eh no big deal
They are of my reality and mine alone
You don't have to deal with them
They're only there when I want them there
When I have no one to talk to again
When my thoughts overcrowd my head
Ha, maybe you think it's odd I want to be able to change
Oh no change what ever will we do... ha ha
Sure things aren't going the greatest right now
But I feel maybe soon something good will happen
This can be a hope
I'm not going to stand here and get mowed over by incompetent fools
Fools that think I'm a moron
I want to be more of me
I want to be that person that stands beside me
That keeps me sane
The part of my mind that has always been
What's the use in a mask?
Cover yourself up to hide..
I'm getting so sick of hiding
Sick of the ridiculousness
So maybe I play coy with people
Sure people don't like to accept that someone is smarter sometimes
If I try and be on level with you could you just please stop treating me like a moron?
sigh*
I've proven my will to live now I just have to live this life..
Even if sometimes it's shit
Sometimes it's a hellish place
Sometimes you feel like everyone is out to get you
In the long run it's not really always all that bad as it seems
Though, sometimes it can be
I want to spread my wings and fly again
I want to fufill my own dream...
But I'm going to have to work hard for it
I'm going to have to make some sort of sacrifices
I care about someone very much I can't forget
I will never forget them I won't
I'll find a way to see them again
Just have to get all this shit sorted out...
Curse you society and you're money driven ways..
Out of one mess and then comes another UGH...
I know this much..
I won't give up and I won't give in..
Take each day a step at a time...
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| Remember you so well
Remember your face who you are...
Keep trying to get to where you are
Keep trying over and over
The world tries to stop me
Everything is trying to stop me
I'm running
Running with everything I have
Running with everything to get to you
People hunt me down
I try to get to you
The world goes wrong
I keep trying to get to you
All I know is in my heart that is where I want to be
That is my one and only destination
The world can cleave in two and I will try and get to you
A monsterous dog at my heels threatening with bloodthirsty growls
I keep running
It's right on my heels
I keep running I must get to you
It's like I can see you in the distance
See you there just waiting for me
I keep trying to get to you
The rain is pooring down like mad
Flooding everywhere
I'm running barefoot trying to get to you
People want to stop me
I won't let them somehow I'll get to you
I start to imagine you're running beside me
You're words encourage me
I keep running trying to get to you
The monsterous dog nearly gets his jaws on me when I fall
I get up shove him away and just keep running
No matter what I must do all I feel is that I must get to you
I run and run
Even though it feels like I'm getting nowhere
I'm still running to get to you
Every part of me wants to be where you are
I'll do what it takes to get there
Even if I have to run against the greatest cataclysm of the world
I will run to get to you
My worst nightmares confront me but I'll still find a way to get to you
It's like all my dreams are just trying to tell me
Trying to tell me to get to you to find you again
To be with you
Because that's what I want
I want to see you again
Through my dreams I will run
I will try and get to you
And I just hope
I just hope when I get there
You'll be ready...
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| The rhythmic beat of the heart a thing not to be forgotten
A sound to be found southing
Yet all that is heard is an empty echo
An empty sorrowing sound that echoes
Rhythmic and pure is the sound of longing
The feeling of loneliness that settles in
A beast of depression that keeps trying to take hold
A hunger even takes for and takes hold but for a moment
A moment long enough to not be forgotten
It seems as though everything is at a standstill
Life is going nowhere
No progression no accomplishment
The past swims around daunting and unwavering
Bringing with it great horrors that wash and tide the mind over
To remember the pains of the past
Things no one wants to remember no one wants brought back
Even the nightmares loom over their hot pallid breath breaking the air
As the past swims in and out of the mind
Reminding all of what was and cannot soon be forgot
Even bringing back pebbles from long long ago
Things no one remembers
Longing pulls at it's chains tries to run for what it most desires
But it is to no worth because what it wants cannot be attained
No not this day perhaps not this month either
Who knows when
Longing is left buried in chains
Depression buried in the deepest recesses of the mind and heart
Past swimming about at the back of the mind
Hunger brimming at the edge of sanity and insanity where one looses themself
Nightmares hardly come for fear of that mind
Hope tries to keep foothold
Tries to keep everything else going
Even if life is not moving
Longing is pulling hard at its chains
Depression nibbles at sanity
Will joins in to help keep things together
To loose sanity would be to loose self again
To know darkness and the yellow eyed beast within
The rhythm of the heart echoes on hollow but full
Echoes on and keeps life in motion
The rhythmic beat of the heart the sound of life and living
That echoes on till the life's end
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